Yes, it's almost time! Tomorrow, at 9:00 a.m., I check in for surgery. Today, I had my hair cut into something that will be easier to care for as I recover. I
'm trying very hard not to be nervous, but I'm not doing a good job. My thoughts are all over the place, actually. I'm just trying to relax and rest and stay calm. I'm really trying not to think about tomorrow - it will come soon enough. Instead, I'm trying to focus on the outcome - the reason why I'm doing all of this - so I can be healthier. So I can work out for more than 25 minutes at a time. So I can feel better and not have to worry about developing diabetes or high blood pressure. So I can live longer and have a better quality of life.
Well, not much else to say right now. I will post more after the surgery. Also, I have to make sure to have my son take a "Before" picture for comparison purposes down the road.
'm trying very hard not to be nervous, but I'm not doing a good job. My thoughts are all over the place, actually. I'm just trying to relax and rest and stay calm. I'm really trying not to think about tomorrow - it will come soon enough. Instead, I'm trying to focus on the outcome - the reason why I'm doing all of this - so I can be healthier. So I can work out for more than 25 minutes at a time. So I can feel better and not have to worry about developing diabetes or high blood pressure. So I can live longer and have a better quality of life.
Well, not much else to say right now. I will post more after the surgery. Also, I have to make sure to have my son take a "Before" picture for comparison purposes down the road.
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